Free Blogger: BOYS FIRST TIME - BOYSFIRSTTIME sorry!" I said, and ran out of his house out of embarrassment. I heard him call out something to me, but I just ran home. I was so embarrassed that I had actually told him that. I felt so foolish.
I bolted into our house and thundered up the stairs to my room. I slammed my door behind me and locked it. Even though it was only 4 o'clock in the afternoon, I got into my pajamas, sobbing. Thank God my parents weren't home yet, they'd surely want to know what was the matter.
I crawled into my bed and cried into my pillow. I felt like such a fool. He must think I am so pathetic. I had the nerve to tell him I loved him, and I didn't even know if he felt the same way about me. Probably not. He was probably more interested in mature women. Not girls who are going through the heartache of their first love.
